8th September 16
So I guess we now know that I might show a little bit of my skin every now and then.
This, however, does not mean that I’m super confident or even accept/like my body.
I grew up hating my body and everything about myself. I struggled a lot with body dysmorphia and eating disorders.
I went so long not being able to even look at myself in the mirror.
Every time I did look at myself or even a picture of myself I would only see and dwell on the things that I hated, parts of my body that I wanted to change.
The reason I’m saying all this is because I’m in a such a better place now! It took me such a long time to get here. I’ve been learning, getting knocked down and getting back up every single time.
I’ve been able to look at myself and appreciate my body. Not wanting to change every single thing about it feels amazing!
It’s still a learning progress though.
But it’s my body, it’s gone through a lot and I don’t want to take out any negativity on it anymore.
*I got a lovely bralette today. Due to a lot of
weight gain and loss, and hormones over the years, my boobs became a part of my body that I grew to be ashamed of.
Even a few months ago I would rather do anything else but to wear something like that. But here I am now🙌💁
I’m just trying to accept, embrace myself and my body. Doing that the best way I can and the way it works for me.💕
Love, Kay <3